Thursday, April 24, 2008
It was Wayne's birthday celebration 2 weeks ago at MOS, on a Saturday (12th April). It was a mistake to have gone, anyways. As usual, I puked like a mad woman at Liang Court's McDonalds. Thanks to Desmond for getting the plastic bag and Jason for getting that cup of warm water. Thank you, Sandral, for being with me the whole night too.
And then, school started on the 14th. It was good to be back in school, with all the lovely faces I will be seeing everyday in school and laughter we shared among us. Apart from all these, it was good to keep myself busy for this period of time. I wanna get real busy.. for once, i'm praying for this.
Chilled at Grapevine on both 17th & 18th, with Huling & Jason and Shuling, Zac & friends respectively. I couldn't stand it when Jason drank so much and ended up being so paranoid over the slightest issue (it reminds me of Desmond. HAHAHA!). After Grapevine on the 18th, we had a little chat over at Xin Wang @ Kovan, and cabbed home when the rain started pouring heavily.
On the 19th, I made a big mistake. A very big mistake that had me to be in this situation now. I hate myself for being that way that night. You know alcohol don't do you good. We had 4 jugs of Long Island Tea, 1 Rum Coke (i think), and 8 Sex on the Beach. All these made me grumpy and I ended myself in a whole load of shits!
I have to thank Shuling for being there at that moment in time,
Law to be there to cool me down,
Javier to be so worried but my phone died on me,
and Zac to call me the next day.
Sincerely thankful!
On the 19th, I dragged Gab down to town with me for lunch/dinner and some emo walk along town. Thank you for your company! Took bus 7 to Singapore's Botanical Garden to meet up with dad, and drove me to Changi Airport to pick brother up, as he returned from Bangkok. Wan Toh Seh @ Geylang for supper. And home at 2am!
On the 20th, I had lesson till 4pm and then sneaked into the FYP lab to wait for the rest to finish their stuff. Town for dinner with them and shopped around.
Today, before lesson, I met SoonWee at AMK Hub to cancel my card at DBS, and lunch. School for tutorial at 1pm. Wei Shan accompanied me to SSDC to get my PDL. Practical starting this coming Monday! So excited. :) I wanna be busyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Goal: To get my Class 3 before September!
I haven't been doing good. And this feeling always hit me when I failed achieving what I want. It's unbelievable how people come and go in a blink of an eye. And it definitely makes me wonder how feelings get so uncontrollable. Wells, answer is pretty obvious by now. I should be looking forward, instead.
I just realized how silly/stubborn I have been throughout these 19 years, or almost 20 years.
Pardon me for this wordy entry. It didn't make any sense since the start of this entry.
I thank you if you have read all the way till here. THANK YOU! <3
P.S./ there are some pictures taken on Wayne's birthday. I'm lazy to upload them. I will do it soon.
Goodnight, for now.
2:45 PM